For you sweet baby... I miss you so much.

5/28/2008

the last few golden leaves are clinging

tightly to their branches

like they don't want to let go

like they don't trust

what they don't know

what they don't know '

cause it's not quite winter

and it's not quite fall

and even though it's been a year

i cannot pass you by

not at all

i tell myself enough

my heart can't feel

the reason why must we into the darkest season

it's cold

getting colder

i dreamt last night of being older

i looked in the mirror there was so much grey

if i saw you tomorrow what would i say

what could you say

it's not quite winter

and it's not quite fall

and even though it's been a year

i cannot pass you by

not at all

i tell myself enough

my heart can't feel

the reason why must we into the darkest season

the darkest season

it's not that i'm not thankful

or grateful for what we've grown

it's not that i'm not living my life alright on my own

i just feel the empty space

i still feel the wind blow through

i just thought in any case that i'd always know you

it's not quite winter
and it's not quite fall
and even though it's been a year
i cannot pass you by
not at all
i tell myself enough
my heart can't feel
the reason why must we into the darkest season
the darkest season

the darkest season

- Deb Talan

This is for you audio-bookers!

You all need to get The Uncommon Reader by Alan Bennett. It's only 3 hours of listening time, and is quite entertaining. I highly recommend it. :)
I especially think that Pammy and Jen will enjoy it.